For those of you that don’t know what STP stands for it means “Stand to Pee”. It looks like a penis for FTM transmen that allows us to stand at a urinal and urinate like other men. It is designed to appear as if we had a penis so that we can go stealthily into a men’s restroom and use the facilities without fear of being outed. I bought my first one from a company called Early 2 Bed. Here is the link:

A couple youtubers that I follow recommended this type of STP saying that it was easier to use without the cup overflowing with urine and making a mess. Seeing how this is my first STP I thought I’d give it a go. Apparently I am pee shy around myself because it took me a good 20 minutes before I started to get a little trickle…and then it ran down my leg. First attempt, epic fail. Second attempt I tried it out in the shower (don’t worry, I cleaned everything from the previous attempt and this attempt). It went better this time but if you are to get an STP for any reason I would suggest trying it out in the shower first and let it come out little by little until you get the hang of it. I still don’t have the hang of it but I’ve only tried twice now. Just wanted to put my initial attempt into words. I would not use it as a packer because the scrotum area is fairly tough and solid while the actual penis part is moveable. I’m sure that it could be used as one but I wouldn’t necessarily use it as one constantly. I’m hoping that once I get the hang of using this device that I will feel more comfortable using the men’s restroom; that my dysphoria won’t hold me back from being able to use the urinal. I am still kind of scared about using the men’s restroom mainly because I still have ‘moobs’ (man boobs). Hopefully I can get that taken care of in the next couple of years (hopefully sooner but doubtful).

Anyway, off to class. Think I’ll take some pain relievers first because my face feels like a giraffe sat on it. Have a super, great rest of your night everyone!



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