I have 13 weeks of school left (with one week vacation in between week 3 and 4) and I’m just so tired of school. You’d think, 13 weeks until I’m a college graduate, again, I should be stoked to finish and see all my hard work paying off but I just feel stale.
I’ve been at my job for 5 1/2 years and while it’s always changing, which is nice because it’s mostly the same with small changes here and there so I can handle it, I’m burnt out. Add to that I have a manager that is so full of shit (sorry for the vile language) that I don’t respect her in any way shape or form and that makes it more difficult.
I feel like I’m just blah. I get so geared up for my surgery, which I am totally excited for, and worrying about the kids, school and work that I just feel like I don’t want to deal with any of it sometimes then I get sad and afraid that I’m not doing anything right and it’ll all fall out from under me. I’m scared to be hopeful.
But, I’m going to keep on being wonderful and making good the best of each day. Since it’s only the beginning of the afternoon where I am I’m going to go out and MAKE IT a great day. Yes, I have to work tonight but on the brighter side; it isn’t at my store so I don’t have to deal with the dreaded manager.
I hope that you go out and make it a great day also. Happy Independence Day to all my American brothers and sisters!