I feel so tired and run down. I feel dumb. I feel unlovable. Everything hurts everything itches. My hoarding has been sneaking back in and I’m trying to fight it. It’s not one thing exactly, just my state of mind I suppose. I’m not depressed though which is strange. Defeated. That’s the word I would use to describe the way I am feeling right now. I feel defeated.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.